I'm not giving up because I know January and February have dealt me this hand of depression for more years than I can remember, but this year rather than not seeing the forest for the trees, I can't even see the trees. The last couple of years seemed less grey or maybe they were lighter variations; ash, slate, rather than the thick gunmetal grey I'm stuck in right now. I also know that the majority of the time I've felt like this hospitalization has been the solution but that's not something I want to even consider right now. Making that decision on my own is in itself a little glimmer of light I suppose.
My giveaway had 4 comments and rather than choose a winner (or trying to find the energy to do so), I'm giving each one a choice of format for In The Moment, because the title is so ironic to what's happening right now. If you have my email, mail me with your format preference and I'll send it along.
Stacey-Jo, Jagr, Lisa and vitajex.
The colour scheme seemed appropriate
For many people, the winter months can be especially difficult with the cold, and in some places, gloomy weather. With your depression, it makes it even more so.ReplyDelete
Many warm thoughts, virtual *Hugs* and prayers to you. I hope today will be a better day for you.
Thinking of you and sending big hugs your way. Take care.ReplyDelete
Hope you start to feel better soon. *big hugs*ReplyDelete